HappY HaLLoWeen???

i have been so paranoid lately.. hahah everytime malapit na ang all souls day i easily freak out...
each year i spend halloween with my friends hir in patio pero each year rin it gets less exciting for me... i want to go trick or treat kahit na probably i wont eat the candy anyway so whats the point??? but i like dressing up.. hahaha honestly medyo ilang ako right now kasi sa nangyari dati ( dont want to mention it) kaya ayoko lumabas... i dont really know what they think of me but they are free to tell me if they think im diffrent.. speaking up would make me feel betterÜ