mixed emotions...

lately everything that has happened to me for the past four years are comin back... i am now back to square one trying to figure out where i really belong...i was never and will never be gud at adapting to my sorroundings it takes at least a year to realize that i have done most things wrong. I think my discipline also comes with time.. hahha y am i blabbering this??? i feel like i have no drive to do anything now... i am soooo laaaaazzzzyyyyy.. may inaway pa ako the other day kasi wala siya oras sa akin.. ang drama ko pero soory sa inaway ko kasi naman tuwing yayain ko may ginagawa pag tinetxt ko may ginagawa.. maybe i should keep myself busy para pareho kaming lahat walang free time.. Yesterday at nelly's debut naiyak pa ako sa speech ko for her.. the reason naman bakit ako umiyak kasi 10 years ko ng friend yun and naalala ko lahat ng kabaliwan na nagawa namin together..shez like my sister na rin...emotional again... ahahhaha natatawa nalang ako sa sarili ko.. oh its my grandmother's birthday today!!! happy birthday lola!! yaaayyy masarap nanaman dinner ko later... i have no school tom its St. Ignatiu's day!!! horray im going to go to csa for my alumni card ( kala ko talaga wala na kaming ganun..discounts for csa food) to the person who bought me the metallic havaianas thanks..Ü speaking of gifts i never recieved one from my older brother..hmmm maybe he'll give me one next week?? hahahha.... anu pa ba.. ah yesterday inasar nanaman ako kasi taga ateneo ko and almost all my friends are from dlsu.. hahahhaha... il post pictures of nellys birthday soon and check out the number of beers on the table...

Picturrreeeessss hahha

Hahahah nelly and me green thanks to her broken cel nagkaeffect ung pic....patrice and me pretending kilig kami ( ahahahahahhaha).. me and kams being vain hahah i miss u kams this was taken last august pa...Ü

i miss 4c

wHY WAS i BOrn Mentally Challenged In MAAAAThhhhh???

I have a math Lt on thursday.....i have been studying for 3 days and im prity sure im still not getting an A in that test... nainggit ako sa blockmates ko no effort nasasagutan hahhaha nyak! Im so stupid....im hoping i wont fail this subject i love my profÜ masaya cya magturo but my brain rejects the information!!! hahaha... if wala pasok bukas i have a chance to get a B hahaha kasi mamove Lt naminÜ im again ranting.... just frustrated... there's a saying if your noot good in math then you're good in english!!!!!CRAP! thats not true!!!!! yaaaaayyy its raining again.. haaaayyyyy il tell you what i get on my test as of now back to studying....my house is going to fly=(

help!!!

How does divisoria reflect filipino culture and tradition???
haha para sa feature article koÜ

My friends and their descriptions!!!!

the sequence does not indicate anything!!!!
1.) Anna- me and miren's favorite target.... she is my visible conscience constantly reminding me of my evil schemes.... i teased her jipjapper the other day and got pissed haha .. Anna I love youuuuuuuuu... oh and shez my personal cook!!!! siya nagpauso na tawagin ako keke! please do not call me that!
2.) Miren- boys boys boys and sports ang theme ng friendship namin... shez my brain hahha labo pero madalas siya ung may power maclear kung anu man gumugulo sa akin.....one thing i love about her is honest cya sa kahit anong sabihin ko sa kanya... oh shez my partner in torturing our friend anna!!! hahaha
3.) Nelly- my sisterrrrr...most of the time napagpapalit kaming dalawa. We have the same size of clothes and shoes.. and in msa during review our grades are the same rin one time pati crush.hahhaha... she is my security blanket.. kahit 12 na ng gabi she will still comeover just to talk to me. I tell her 99% of my secrets...hahaha shez the most patient girl i know.
4.) Patrice- she is webster's defenition of hyper!!!!! hahha nakakatawa and laging may stories... laging mabango u can smell her from the gate of my house matagal maligo.... beach lover at hanep sa self discipline sa diet . Usually cya ung kausap ko when i complain about school and boys
5.) Trisha- calculator namin ni nelly...she remebers everything u tell her!!!!! music genius!!!! madaling matuto and talented sa halos lahat.. our future up-nian in patio... kasama ko sa kahyperan pag walang magawa..hahahha
6.) Bey- giaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnntttt!!!!! my best friend when it comes to eating... she has been my friend since the day she first walked!!!
7.) kams- laid back and artistic .... when im with her lahat ng bagay natatwanan ko.. i miss her sobra... she brought me back to reality at nagturo sa akin ng kakikayan.. i have a strong feeling one day magiging famous toh.. very talented
8.) Bryan- hahahha makulit!!!! todo!!!! pero very sweet...... one day i will repay the time u have wasted on me.. heheh favorite ko toh awayin and sobrang makakalimutin.. pero pag kailangan m andyan
9.) Nikko- lagi ako inaasar mayabang atenista!!! hahahah lagi namin kunukit ni nelly... ...
10.) Angela-isa pang smarty pants... funny and loud... nasa top 3 cya ng list ko sa pipol i enjoy talking to ...we talk about almost everything(haha)
11.)Ara- future president ng philippinses..beauty and brains...makulit ren at laging game...
12.)Hans- tahimik at first...sweet rin and maypagka owl.. hahah kahit ganu na ka late sumasagot parin...gwapo..hahahha
13.) Jc- hahaha gwapo ka rin... eto ang makapal pero nakakatuwa...i love talking to him kasi alam ko nakikinig cya... important ang looks nya.. kilalanin niyo masrap maging friend yan
14.) Joey- SWEET!!!!!!!!hahahh he means everything he says at sa girl na may pagmamayari kay joey mahal ka nyan... he will do anything to make u smile and ready yan mag give up ng time for a friend..sana lahat ng boys kagaya mo haha
*** I will continue this some time ...naglag na computer sa sobrang habaÜ
I loooooovvvveeeeee yooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuÜÜÜ

ÜRAiN rAiN rAinÜ

hayyy.. its been raining since i woke up..
im getting lonely first of all no one is home again. I have done all my homework and I even downloaded Lumbera's audio lecture for english... Tonight I have to choose among 3 things to attend to either I go to the debut ( Cara sorry if di ako makadating la pa ako transpo eh), attend the UP choir thing ( i love singing but...never mind katamaran lang ito) and got ruins (yipeee..shopping). I hate deciding what to do first!!! HAHAHA.. maybe next time i shudnt say yes to everything.. Ugh! Lumakas pa lalo ulan.... kwento ko lang hahaha speaking of rainy days.. two weeks ago i had to commute home from school... badluck ang lakas ng ulan !!!! It started pouring the moment I stepped out of my P.E room! ARGH!!!!!!!! In addition to that on my way to SEC-A (this is where my locker is located) lumubog paa ko hanggang tuhod sa baha!!!!!! ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Nagcommute ako pauwi nanginginig sa mrt at lrt.. iT DOES NOT END THERE!!!!! mag sakay ko ng bus ung seat ko tinutuluan ng water galing sa labas....hahhahahahahha this maybe the worst thing that has happened to me... The shoes that I wore that day still smells until today so I asked them to wash it twice...hahahha. W eird lang kasi parang rainforest sa ateneo ang gulo gulo ng weather! I miss aircon=c pero maganda ung atmosphere dun marami rin pda.. haha nakwento sakin ng friend ko while she was walking a couple started making out infront of her... reaction namin ito: Wow!!! talented ah sa susunod tumatakbo na sila habang ginagawa yun! ahahahahhaha..( no offense to that couple) hmmm anu pa ba pwede ko sabihin... oh I want my old study habits back but for some reason iv been so lazy lately.... hahahhaa....I hate failing pa naman. Im rambling na... maybe i can start making my feature article... oh i found a topic!DIVISORIA AND HOW OT REFLECTD FILIPINO CULTURE!!!! hhaha i love my topic its going to give me a reason to go there... ahahahha i think thats y i picked it.. pero at least im enthusiastic about it dba??? hahahha ....basahin nyo lagi blog ko i spill a lot of stuff here.. hahahha LT ko sa math 11 sa thursday i want to get an A without studying eh ni B nga di ko makuha kahit nagaaral na ako eh! Y does math hate me??? Pray for me I need to pass my 1st term...pag makita ko siguro grades ko sisipagin na ako uliÜ

things i want for my bday!!!!! ( hint hint) ahahahhaha just kidding

1.) the entire collection of metallic havaianas- not that this is important but they're cuteÜ -miren said i shud cross this out..did someone buy me the entire collection??
2.) PLANNER- desperately need it....
3.) bag- (any kind) no purpose really
4.) car-not possible
5.) a party... waaaah no money for that
6.) a scholarship in school- haha demanding ko noh.. para sa parents ko na yan
7.) strawberry cake- c/o miren cueto
8.) shoes!!!!!!
9.) clothes
10) the best ever!!! MONEEEEEEYYYYYYYYY
11.) ipod ( hehe)
12.) bodyshop stuff
13.) a landline-ahahha uy anna and miren!
14.) books
15.) handmade gifts
16.) signature perfumes-hahahah more useless things
wuhoooooooo..... k
actually anything na i can use... im easy to please naman...basta cute at nakakaaliw natutuwa ako... hahhaha... useles things at nag clash sila...but thats me!Ü

random thoughts

July 16-22

Happy bday nelly,just.tin,bey and nikko!!!!Ü hahah ang daming may birthday i would love to buy you all gifts but im broke! ahahahha.... my 2 weeks was sheeeeeeetttttttt!!!!!!!! i pass and fail tests at a snap of a finger. I cant believe im still adjusting in school.. its been a month i think. I can now play table tennis though i still prefer badminton. I miss my highschool friends... sobrang wala na ako sa comfort zone ko. I hardly see my friends;( I have less subjects but more load. Sorry for the random thoughts im just shocked with the fast pace of life.. oh and can anyone suggest a topic for a feature article that concerns filipino people???? pleaaaaaasssseeeeeeeeeee i need help... my bday is in two weeks i wonder how it wud go...

summer

my first entry.....wuhooooo

July 14, 2006

Reading maketh a full man, Conference a ready man, Writing an exact man....... I have succesfully passed an eng 13 quiz...hahahhahha I dont know why im having such a hard time processing things.. anyway get ready for more of these complainings.. cuz in this field i would surely get an A..Ü